The biggest tiniest miracle happened today—we heard our baby’s heartbeat for the first time. It’s a sound we’ve been waiting to hear again for nearly two years since Ellis was stillborn.
Read MoreOver the past several days I’ve contemplated how the current widespread anxiety around COVID-19 in our world makes me feel. I haven’t yet internalized it as my own anxiety and I hope it can stay that way.
Read MoreI’ve noticed a handful of people on Instagram have unfollowed me since our pregnancy announcement and it made me realize that I want to acknowledge how many emotions come with these sorts of things.
Read MoreIt worked!!! We‘re pregnant!!! We planned to announce it today and when I logged into Facebook this morning I had a “memory” (swipe to see the photo) from exactly two years ago, when we announced we were pregnant with Ellis. I had completely forgotten it was today. So we decided to re-create the announcement photo.
Read MoreMany of you have been asking how I’ve been coping during this two week wait…I take things *day by day.* I try to focus on the present moment by not letting myself dwell too much on the past or the future.
Read MoreI just learned that today is Pregnancy After Loss Awareness Day. In light of this, I thought there’s no better time to announce that I am seven weeks pregnant.
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